Feeling: Sullen
Listening to: Lilypichu - Sick
There aren't a lot of you who read these entries, but I know you're out there, and, even though I don't know who you guys actually are, I know that a least a couple of you must be friends. I write these things more for myself than anyone else, but I leave them open to anyone who might be interested just because I don't see the point in keeping a journal on this site unless it's shared. I don't ever intend any of it to be cohesive or clever because I'm rarely either when I'm trying to write these, so the fact that some of you get some kind of enjoyment out of them flatters me.
Now to the point: I don't want to bum anyone out, so I wanted to warn you all that there are a few things going on in my life right now that might turn my thoughts dark. There is illness in the family, and it's not being handled well. I might have mentioned the details to some of you earlier around the time when I found out about it myself, but since then I've kept quiet about it because it just made me feel bad talking about it, and I didn't want to drag anyone down with my personal problems. I mention it now because I feel like a little explanation is owed for possible coming events since everything that can go wrong are bleeding together into a coagulated mess that just really ******** pisses me off.
Probably nothing from there will spill into here. I'm pretty good about stuff like that.
But if you read something here and the ******** runs high enough to make your nose bleed, I'm sorry in advance. I won't talk about my life and everything that's wrong with it. Anything too personal will still be kept quiet. But you might get a rant or two about the mystery shithead who keeps trying to log onto my facebook, and everything I'd like to do to him if I ever find out who he is.
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