why do i have such feelings for her
when she leaves me alone to myself all the time
its hard ( twss ) and her not talking to me isnt making things easier
i have thought about breaking up with her but i can't
the moments to myself are horrible but
those 5 minutes of her just saying hey brightens up my whole day
she makes me the happiest and the saddest
one person could never control my emotions the way she can right now
im glad she doesnt know that or she'd probably do stuff o-o
i dunno
im just rambling now
cya tomorrow journal thingy
its a good place to vent