Well, my life has turned out to be pretty good. After my long stay over at the PeachFord Mental Hospital, i began to realize that i had so many things to look forward to and that suicide was nowhere near the right thing to do. I would've been leaving behind my anime, my pets, my games, my fan-fics, my friends, my music, and most importantly, Millie, the only girl that ever loved me. If i had of killed myself that night, all those things would've have been gone. i wouldn't seen them again until their own deaths, which would undoubtably have accured much later. i can't believe how i was thinking and how much my depression had taken over my life. I shall never again put my friends, family, or Millie, in that horrible situation again, i love them to much to leave them. that is all really, i find that my life is nowhere near over, infact, i feel it's just beginning.
|