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I am at a loss its been 8 years and even though we've had our ups and downs we still managed to get back together and stick through, but lately I was feeling like we were going no where and the night of his friends party I come to realize I have strong feelings for his friend...very bad right......Well as if things couldn't be worse the man has feelings for me too and sense I was thinking of leaving my Man (after 8 yrs) and give him a chance..then I come to find not as easy as originally thought. My man apparently was still very much in love with me even though he didn't show it at all and is now trying to earn my affections back and in the mean time I am realizing I truly love two men and they both want a future with me >.> I wish I knew what to do but I simply don't