I thought that it was the fourth of April. Hm... One day already slipped past me. It's 1 AM in the morning and it doesn't even feel like it. I have to wake up in the morning to go to work at 10:45 AM. Isn't that crazy?! I never go into work that early!! I think that the earliest just has been at 11 and I think that was for Updating.

Yup. I'm still at Texas Roadhouse. I'm liking it, but I still dread going to work everyday. I still think about quitting every single day. It's just... bringing me money, but it's not worth all of the complaints and stress. I think about that job way too much. I even applied for another job. Bliss Cupcake Cafe. Sounds cute. I want to already eat there. The bestie already had an interview and apparently, you interview with three other people. I get nervous just being interviewed by one. I sent in my application, like, Thursday and they still haven't called me back. I don't think that I'm what they're looking for.

Oh, well. Their loss.

I'm currently just going through my main Facebook account and clicking on the game requests. I'm at the point where I feel conflicted about everything and just don't know what to do anymore. It's like when you finish an anime or a very long series and just don't know what life is about. sigh. Maybe I'm just depressed or something.


Anyway, I have to get up early because I'm going to be doing Call-Ahead. Freakin' Call-Ahead. This will be the first day that I'm going to be by myself. I'm so nervous that I'm going to bomb it because Jenhee is going to be in there and I know that she's going to want to talk to me. I don't know why, but I"m always nervous about our talks.

Oh, yeah. I don't know if I had mentioned this earlier, but I'm failing most of my classes. All of the classes that I'm taking [not the re-takes from last semester], I have an F in and I only have one more month to raise it up.
There is no freakin' way that I'm going to be able to raise it up to, at least, a C. I should be looking up some different degree plans. My scholarship is going to be gone, I haven't done taxes (and it's almost time for the deadline) and my ... something else is almost up. I don't know what to do. I just want to stay on the 'Net forever and become a bum.