found this survey the other day... it's been YEARS since I've posted anything here. So I thought I should. razz enjoy my boring answers! XD

1)Are you really ready for 111 questions?
no. it's 2:30 in the morning. I should be asleep. lol

2) Where are you taking this test at?
In my room..

3) Was your last real relationship a mistake?
good question... It felt so right for the 3 years we were together. Now I don't know.. I guess I wouldn't call it a mistake. More of a learning experience. xD

4) Who did you last say "I love you" to?
my ex... it's been so long since I've said it to anyone sad

5) Do you regret it?

6) Have you ever been depressed?
Yes. More than I should. I suffer from depression. I try to cope.

7) Are you a boy or girl?
I'm a woman wink lol

cool Do you have a job?
No. I really wish I did, but my anxiety keeps preventing it..

9) What is your relationship status?
Single.. sad

10) How do you want to die?
oh jeez. I don't know. Peacefully in my sleep? XD

11) What did you last eat?
String Cheese >_> Is good

12) Played any sports?
I played baseball and soccer when I was a kid. I don't play any now.

13) Do you bite your nails?
Not at all.

14) When was your last physical fight?
physical fight? I don't know if I have been in one.. >_>

15) Do you have an attitude?
Not really. If you do something to really piss me off I might..

16) Do you like someone?
Yes... lol.

17) What is your real name?

1 cool What is the background of your computer screen?

right now, a princess and the frog background. but have a folder of hundreds and it randomly changes through them every 15 minutes xD

19) Are you gonna get high later?
I wish. XD

20) Do you hate anyone at the moment?
hate? nah.. some piss me off a lot. but I don't hate any of them.

21) Do you miss someone?
much less than i did.

22) Twirl or cut your spaghetti?
twirl! less mess. razz lol

23) Do you tan a lot?
I don't at all. I'm so ******** white. XD

24) Have any pets?
I have a cat. Dusty. He's 15 and has a tumor behind his eye that's left him half blind. sad Poor guy isn't doing well anymore..

25) How exactly are you feeling?
Exactly? I'm not sure.. Many mixed feelings I guess. lol. Lonely. Need someone to love on. xD

26) Ever eaten food in a car while someone or yourself is driving?
while someone else was, yes. I cant drive >_<

27) Ever made out in the bathroom?
yeah.. xD

2 cool Would you take any of your exes back?
no. We broke up for reasons. And those reasons will never change. It's best not to get anyone hurt again.

29) Are you afraid of spiders?
yes!!! XD Not as bad as I used to be though. Only the really big ones XD

31) Do you regret anything from your past?
Sometimes. But then I realize I can't change any of it. What happened happened. And I learned from them. Not like I'd do any of them again. lol

32) What are your plans for this weekend?
This weekend? Nothing. Again. sad *wishes I had someone to be with. even if we were doing nothing because it would be a lot better than doing it alone*

33) Do you want to have kids?
I do.. It might be difficult with my PCOS, but it can be done. I'd just like to be in a better place financially. Also.. kinda need a guy. Preferably someone who wants to BE with me... and be a part of the kids life XD

34) Did you ever kiss someone whose name starts with an M?

35) Do you type fast?
Yes. But i mess up a ******** ton. Especially when my nails get too long.. like now... *needs to cut them again*

36) Do you have piercings?
Nope.. had my ears done when i was like.. 7.. Dad had to turn them every night and he made it hurt so frickin bad that i made them take them out. of course the holes aren't there now. XD

37) Want any more?
might get my ears pierced in the future. idk though. maybe after i lose some more weight.

3 cool Can you spell well?
generally I can. XD but sometimes I have a total brain fart and forget how to spell simple words. LOL

39) Do you miss anyone from your past?
Sure I do. My grandparents, my cousin, all those close to me who have passed.

40) What are you craving right now?
nothing for once. XD

41) Ever been to a bonfire party?
no. And I wish I have. That was like.. the thing to do for highschoolers. But seeing as I dropped out in the 9th grade, I didn't get to attend any.

42) Have you ever been to jail?
nope. razz

43) Have you ever been on a horse?
not on one. no. Our neighbors in an old house used to have one behind our backyard. I used to feed him and pet him all the time. He was awesome. XD

44) Kissed someone in a pick up truck?
yes. lol

45) Have you ever broken someone's heart?
I may have. I never meant to if I did.

46) Have you ever been cheated on?
Yes. sad

47) Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
yeah... but again, i never meant to. sad

4 cool What time is it currently?

49) Would you live with someone without marrying them?
Yes. lol.

50) What should you be doing?
sleeping >_>

51) What's irritating you right now?
this pain in my side >_<

52) Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurts?

53) Does somebody love you?
love? like love love? probably not... Not anymore anyway.. sad

54) What is your favorite color?
Purple =3

55) Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
yes. hasn't everyone? XD

57) Do you have trust issues?
I can.. because of the past. lol. I'm workin on it.

5 cool You are over half way done with this. Are you sure you want to continue?
I'll continue. I'm trying to kill time because I can't sleep. lol

59) Do you have any siblings?
My sister, she's 2 years older than me.
And my Brother (technically half brother. but whatever. still my brother!). Hes 4 years older than me.

60) Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
No. Not really sad

61) Do you live with anyone?
yeah.. My mom, dad, sister, brother in law, and 7 year old nephew. I'd kill to move out XD

62) Do you believe your most recent ex thinks about you?
sometimes. But whatever. his own fault.

63) Who was the last person you cried in front of?
My mom. This morning. Because I was DIEING. lol

64) Do you give out second chances too easily?
yeah... sad

65) Is it easier to forgive or forget?
forgive.. i think. But neither is easy ><

66) Is this year the best year of your life?
I'm not sure. It's still early in the year. And it started out REALLY bad. But.. I'm hoping it will get better. I still have a lot of time to make it good.

67) What was your child hood nickname?
Earl Girl... Gawd I hate my last name >_<

6 cool Have you ever walked outside completely naked?
No. Not that I recall. XD

69) What is your motto in life?
I don't think I have one. >_> I'm just trying to get by.

70) Do you believe everything happens for a reason?
Yeah. It usually does.

71) What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
died. ... lol. ok I'm still alive. But I didn't really get much sleep last night. Was in too much pain.

72) Do you have a best friend?

73) What is bothering you?
these questions are starting to bother me.. lol.

74) Have you ever been out of your country?
Yes. Went to Australia in 2005 for 2 months.

75) Do you play the Wii?
My nephew has one. It's been a while. The games on there get boring pretty fast.. (though bowling is addicting as hell XD)

76) Are you listening to music right now?
For once, No.

77) Do you like Chinese food?
Love it!

7 cool Do you know your Step-Dad b- day?
I don't have a step dad >_>

79) Are you afraid of the dark?
Not of the dark. Just of what's in it. lol

80) Is cheating ever okay?
In a relationship, NO. other things.. depends on the situation XD

81) Are you mean?
I try not to be >_<

82) Can you keep white shoes clean?
Not at all. That's why mine are always black. lmao

83) What was the last song you listened to?
I'm not sure... o_O *checks youtube*
It was "Just a Dream"

84) Do you believe in true love?
I'm not sure anymore... I'd like to.. but who knows.

85) What are you currently wearing?
My purple PJ's and Pink sweater XD

86) What do you wear to bed?
usually my purple pjs. (pants and tshirt) with a white tank top under. Either that or I'm just in the nude. XD

87) What is the weather like right now?
It's raining sad Only supposed to be a day and then sun again. so yay! *loves when it's nice out*

8 cool Do you like the outside?
Indeed I do. =) We used to go hiking a lot.. and to the lake and river and.. anywhere.. I miss that. Nature is good. XD

89) Are you currently bored?

90) Do you wanna get married?
I do... sad If I ever find the right guy...

91) Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?
It's ******** adorable. I love it XD;

92) Are you hungry?

93) Have you ever made out for more than a half hour straight?
Nah. Off and on for a half hour maybe. but not straight. XD

94) What makes you happy?
oh jeez.. anime, nerdy shows, video games, drawing, my niece and nephews, animals, umm... stuff. lmao.

95) Would you change your name?
nah. I'm okay with my name. My last name though... yes. change it. for the love of god change it please XD

96) Ever been to Alaska?

9 cool Do you watch the news?
yeah. It's the only break I get from kids shows on the weekdays XD

99) What' s your zodiac sign?

100) Do you like Subway?

101) Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?
yes.. sad

102) Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
well, if he's already a 'best friend' it would probably work out. I'd go for it.

103) Do you like talking to your friends?
yes ^^

104) What do you plan to do with the rest of your day?
its 3 am... no idea.

105) Have you ever seen someone you knew & purposely avoided them?
yes. lmao

106) Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?
I do now razz

107) Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?
ummmmmm... my dad? XD

10 cool Does it matter if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes?
Nah. They do whatever they want. I'm not going to tell them to stop. lol. As long as there's no hard drugs involved, I'm ok with it.

109) Who's the last person you had a deep conversation with?
when was the last time I had a deep conversation at all? I think my brain lacks the ability. XD

110) Favorite lyrics right now?

111) Can you count to one million?
yes. can't everybody? .... would be a huge waste of time though. XD