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My kind of F***** up life ;u;
Relationships & Me: I believe that I do a pretty good job in relationships. Why I think that is because I have had a good track record of staying in the relationship until there is something that is bound to divide me and whoever I'm with. For example, my first girlfriend at the start of sixth grade ended abruptly at the end of 7th grade. Almost a good two years. Reasons for break up? She moved away smile i still love who she was and last year(11th grade) i found her on facebook and we both thanked each other for our time that we spent together. Granted, it was not the best relationship. She actually started dating me for the first week because she liked some other guy and thought I would make him jelly. It did, but I punched him in the throat when he hit on her and showed her how much i cared for at the time. She was so moved that she stayed with me. We held hands, kissed each other on the cheek, and shared notes between classes and at lunch we sang to each other. smile we had days that we didn't see eye to eye but most of the time we loved each other and my year was so good that i can only remember times with her. At the end, I found out she cheated on me with a girl smile in which case I forgave her and even said I have no problem if she dated someone else as long as the other person wasn't a guy. I was wierd, she was wierder. It worked. I had fun all in all. its slighty f*cked up but hey, I was only 11 years old.

On with the story of my dating life: I dated another girl a year later in my freshman year. It lasted 8 months. It was nice but i found out that she wasn't able to be pleased by anything. its too hot, too cold, too stuffy, every moment after the first couple months started to get really depressing. I needed a shift in my life and so I dropped our relationship. I knew that I wasn't going to be happy with her. In the long run it helped me become a better person and know what I want in life.

I continued on and had several hook-ups for fun. I even dated a few people as an impulse decision biggrin it was so much fun!!!!

later I was introduced to another girl. She was quirky like me, our sense of humor clicked. I've been with her for 3 years as of today smile Sadly though. As i always seem to get to. a cross road. I either become transgendered so I can be happy and fulfilled with myself , or I stay with my love and live for her. Logically, im choosing the ladder of the situation but I wont ever end it myself. I'm going to cherish the time I have <3 Maybe on another day I will stress about my crazy situation, not today though ;u;

During all my relationships I have been hit-on, and flirted with. I have even noticed other girls and how much I wouldn't mind being with them. I have never cheated. smile i can hold my dick back because I really dont need the pleasure.(even if it is f*cking amazing) I love to love, I love being loved. whoever I love, I will love you with all of my heart and strive to make you realize your potential. As long as someone works on not being ignorant or illogical and always bettering themselves. I love those type of people. smile either that, or you better be hilarious and able to talk to me for hours<33333

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