What should I find upon signing in tonight, but a message more important than the gift attached to it?

Search me, God, and know my heart; test me and know my anxious thoughts. See if there is any offensive way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting.
- Psalm 139:23-24 (NIV)
6 Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. 7 And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.
- Philippians 4:6-7 (NIV)

Anonymous, you are so right. Thank you for reminding me of these words. More than just for the next 40 days, I should be offering my heart to God and try to be the way He wants me to be. I'll keep praying, because God's peace is a lovely thing I wish to have, that I can have, if I trust Him. Sometimes we don't want to wait on God, we're ready to push things to where we want them to be. But we need to learn to give that trust.

The only other thing I can think to say is, I'm a little embarrassed someone really has been reading this, ha. gonk