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I'm not sure what's worse, being awake or asleep. Everyday it's the same thing over and over again. Then I sleep. My dreams are never happy anymore. They usually aren't nightmares, but they aren't good. And they are usually about death. I imagine when I die, I will be trapped in these kinds of dreams forever. Sometimes I'm scared to fall asleep, because I think I won't wake up. But then I do. I wake up exhausted. Then I repeat whatever I did the day before. Over and over again. I hate it. I'm not sure what I used to do with my life, but something's changed. I don't know how to make it better. I am just existing. This is not living.

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Big Bro Narukami
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commentCommented on: Fri May 16, 2014 @ 09:12pm
The war is over, the nightmare has ended. No one wants to live like this, and you damn sure gained the feeling that living is so much more. Thus, you gained what a soldier gains after fighting in a war, after making through a nightmare: knowing no one wants to go through that hell again.

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