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The Dark Past

You think you know me
You don't
In this brilliant mind of mine, hides a secret
The past
I can't overcome it
No one understands how scary it is
To have flashbacks everyday

Rape, and psychical abuse has happened to me
So what?
No one really cared
I didn't even get a hug or an apology
I know how selfish that sounds
But maybe that's all I need

I wish people did something
Then again I don't
Most of them thought I lied
But I didn't

No one cares, and it hurts
But it's life isn't it?
It's called growing up
I just wish I had what I needed growing up
But I didn't

Suck it up Jennifer
They got over it, why can't you?
Because.... It still hurts