My Head (Negative)

Welcome to suicidal, homicidal Jennifer Hall's head
This is what ticks me off
The negativeness
I picture killing people around me
Or even myself

This is what she did, Depression
I observe a lot
Avoid every urge
This isn't the real me

I feel like stabbing people
Punching them
Beating them to death
I believe it's just anger I feel inside

I feel like killing myself
In very funny ways
Hanging myself on a tree in a park
Shooting myself in front of everyone

I always thought, bring a gun to school see what they'll do
I have no access, don't worry
These are just horrific thoughts of my whole life
I won't kill certain people I love

This just might be the piled up anger
We all know I'm crazy
From the first thought
I knew