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What's Going On With Monica..
Dear reader,
He gave up on her. I can't help but feel this overwhelming feeling of joy as I realize that I have a chance, but she's my friend too. I said all that stuff about her out of spite and I really hate my little green monster. Everyone knows that I like him.. except him. He's been saying the kindest things, making me laugh, buying me shamrock shakes, telling me how much I know about him, & even invited me to go to Hawaii with him for his senior present. After he invited me he said: because only the best deserve to go to his happy place. :3 Later on, we had culinary practice and he had to give me a ride home. He didn't wanna go home and, frankly, neither did I. So at 5 PM, we did what normal people do: had dinner. He had to talk me into it and insisted on paying. As we were leaving culinary, we were talking about just running away together, not having to deal with everyone being rude to him or people bullying me. In his car, he asked if I wanted to go to dinner and I said I wasn't hungry. He looked at me like I had said something awful, which it was but.. xD Anyways, he continued.
"What? Are you not feeling fat today?"
"Feeling fat? I don't know if you've noticed, but I'm always fat. It's not just a feeling."
I manage a small laugh. He just looks down at the steering wheel, shaking his head.
"I hate that. I hate when girls say they're fat, pinching themselves trying to prove it. All I can think is: yeah, that's called skin. Something you're supposed to have."
To put it simply, I melted.
He's got the prettiest eyes that light up every time he smiles, which always makes me smile wider. He's got these lush lips that I always stare at when he talks, but I can't even look at him directly for too long. I begin to blush like an idiot. On Valentine's Day, he surprised me with a shamrock shake and I handed him a picture of his man crush and flipped out. He kept saying how much he loved it and how he was going to put it in his car and never lose it. In class, we've been attached at the hip and he doesn't yell at me for making a mistake, he just laughs. When I leave the classroom before him, he pushes through people trying to catch up to me. xD It's so cute. :3 Since last week, whenever we walk together, our hands always manage to bump each other. He's always directly beside me, and he smells so good. He's got the clean scent of laundry detergent and soap. I hate cologne, so that helps so much. He just makes my heart flutter and I spent this entire entry talking about him... Ooops. xD

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