So I just have to type this all out, seeing as it all just hit me tonight...Where my heartbreak began..Read if you want. I'm not looking for pity, or attention. I just want to write, and vent at once...
So it began when I met this man named Chris. I trusted him more than I trusted anyone...I said things to him, and showed him things. I could have sworn that my feelings and his were mutual. But I was wrong. For you see, Chris believed I had hacked him. But I never did. I would never have done anything to hurt this man. Even if it meant keeping him as just a friend...I had plans to visit him. I truly liked him. To where I cried the night he lied to everyone about me. He caused me to lose a once good friend, Dani. She was like a sister to me. The reason I'm sharing this portion tonight with you all, is because I just learned that Chris had told Dani that when she is single, to tell him...I hadn't realized how much I missed this man until I heard that news, and I actually could feel my heart breaking..My chest got tight, I couldn't breath for a moment, and I began to cry. Why? Why did it hurt so much, even though I dated other men since him...Some will say I'm nuts. But I don't care. He meant a lot to me, and I guess he still does...
I will continue my heart breaking story another time..but that's all I have to say about Chris for now..have a good night..
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But regarding that feeling, I've had quite a number of failed relationships, and they still hurt to think about, even after all these years. Maybe we can talk about that more not so publicly.. But I know the feeling you are talking about, you're not nuts, and it's not going to go away easily. You just need to talk about it to people who love you, and they can help assure you how much of an idiot that person was to lose you like that. ^_^ Because at that point, you can't finish getting over it by yourself, this is what your other best friends are for, to remind you that we still care about you, think you are awesome, and that we love you. ^w^