There days when i watch yuri anime i feel like it my heart talking when i don't want it to talk that much and yet i both get a positive and negative feel from it. The positive is because i been in love once before and it didn't work out and the negative because it a reminder of my heart's desire in a way to find a soul mate. The things i feel that holding me back is my limits and issues about me. My limits is mostly getting out since i dependent on friends and family to drive me to places outside of home and my issues is the things about me i feel people don't understand about me some and the things about me i can't help sometimes like a black rose that is beautiful and yet has black thorns on it which i feel i pushes people away because of my issues.