Bottom's Up

Still finding it hard to sleep. Staying up 5-6 hours past my usual bed time has messed up my sleeping patterns. But it was worth it in the end. Or at least it was I guess. It's one of those days where I just don't care. It gives me a headache when I think about it. Work at least helps. Listening to the Game Of Thrones audiobook and dealing with my monotonous tasks helps me forget the world for a moment. It gets me out of my head but it still always comes around to the same point. It's been years since something like this has happened. Yet I can feel it slip through my fingers. It slips like sand to the ground at my feet. This isn't anything new though. I've spent my life collecting sand near my feet.