1/21/2014 , 8:04 p.m.

I think I may be catching a cold. As long as it's not the flu, I'm okay with it.

Anyway; I don't have much energy to do anything. My head feels a bit light. Throat hurts as well. hurts to think. I don't even have the slightest energy to go to the store. I may not go to school tomorrow.

I've been thinking ahead for after highschool. Me, james, and jasmine may live together in an apartment. Splitting the bill should make it easier to have money to ourselves.

If she's thinking of doing so in the future, she shouldn't cause it's a waste of breath and time. I will "not" talk or be friends with her. She better have deleted my number and everything from me. I knew better than to date again.

I ******** tried changing and other s**t for her! Even so much as take anti-depressants for a moment! ...never again. I don't even want to see or hear her name. If I get a call from "texas" I'm taking the battery out my phone quickly. ...******** it, I'm getting new number. They charge nothing but 20 bucks to do that.

s**t my throat hurts. I need to ask my aunt to get soup for me.