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Marvelous Machinations
An exercise in ephemera acquiescing to evanescence and oblivescence.
I'm in pieces over this. I'm used to putting myself back together, but I can't get my edges right. But that's if I'm a puzzle. Only if I'm built from the edges in. What if I'm building, built from the foundation up? What if I'm like the world around me and everything in it: forged in the heart of a star?

Not matter the structure, no matter the content, and it don't even know if I use blueprints, or if I'm supposed to be held together like atoms... I know I'm lacking the bonds, the connections, the way to make things fit.

I don't know, man. I'm sick of grappling with the idea of myself as whole, but still feeling like I need someone to share it with. Can I really consider myself complete if I'm just a package no one wants to have?

I'm either missing pieces or I'm a shitty package. Haha.

Oh, man. What if I've got it all wrong? What if I'm supposed to be sewn?

User Comments: [1]
Community Member

Thu Jan 23, 2014 @ 08:16am

I'm sorry you're lonely.

User Comments: [1]
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