Day 7

I've been trying to sleep, but every time I start to drift off, I hear this deep voice mumble something unintelligible in my ear. It doesn't sound human, either. I feel that might be important to include -- the voice is borderline demonic. It scares me. What scares me more is what I think it's telling me to do.

Is it normal to think about murdering someone? Is it normal to consider murder weapons, locations to dispose of the body... Down to the alibi? Does thinking of all this make me some kind of monster?

...You know what, don't answer that. It doesn't matter because I'm not going to kill him. I'm not. He wronged me, yes, but he doesn't deserve to die. That's just... that's ridiculous.

...Really. I. I don't want to kill him.