Hello mortals... I haven't been on here in years. Now that I came back on, all the memories that were created on here, well... it kills me. Breaks my heart even. I hate it.
Besides that, my life has changed. I'm no longer with Codi Maute, he cheated on me and is already married with a baby. He got his wish and I hope he is suffering for it.
I am currently taken by a guy named Arik Kuhl... but nowadays, I've been thinking too much.
On July 1st, 2013, my father passed away. It killed every last cell I had for a moment. I contemplated everything. Is there a god? Idk. His death made me realise that I really ******** loved my dad no matter how bad he was. He made me into a Tomboy today, and the reason why I love video games so much. I know my father is in this house... I have contacted with him before with numerous responses. But not a day goes by where I don't think of him... I love you so much daddy, I wish I could see you and hear you but it makes me feel better knowing I can feel your presence..
Anyone, lately I've been thinking about a lot of things. My past relationships, I only look into the second most recent one... if you're reading this, then you know who you are. It kills me, ever since I had this dream.. I can't get it out of my head. He doesn't realise that I still love him. I don't think he ever will. Our lives branch out in two different paths. If only he knew.
Yeah, who I was talking about at the end was an ex of mine that I felt terrible for BREAKING UP with. The reason I CAP'D those were, well, he is the only ex on here! And also the only one I have ever broken up with. Dumb me right? Eh, I still care for him but s**t has happened since then and well we have our own lives.
Forsaken Blood Rayne