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I'm timid and im lack self esteem. That's why i find comfort mainly in writing since i can express myself as much as i want.
Jan 15 2014, Wednesday 12.35am

I have gotten back my results on 13 Jan.
My results were really bad..I dun have many courses to choose from, mostly engineering.

I always thought if u give ur best, u will get good returns.
N I was wrong.
I gave my all n wat I get back?
My damn lousy results.
Some of friends have the same results.
But they r lucky to have rich parents n money.
So they r able to go to private..n they have more courses to choose from.

Me, on the other hand, born in a poor family.
My father divorced with my mum because of a mistress.
My father dun even want to pay for my sch fees.
"I can pay for u first but u have to pay me back"
This is wat he reply in msg. Wat a person call father does tat? Its been 3 or more years since I met him in person.

I jus randomly pick courses n submit them cause I noe I can't make it.
Its so stressful..when choosing courses.
Tat I suddenly burst into tears. Though I kept as quiet as possible so my mum won't notice.
But the tears kept coming..
I hope my mum is busy with her stuff n won't come n look for me.
I didn't even cry when I get my "N" level results..

Now, wat do I do?
Do I hope for the best?

-l- Broken Crystal -l-
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