it seem i was not ment to have a lover i'm silly for thinking that i could ever have one i should go back to when i knew i wouldn't have anyone like that seem i was ment to forever be with out a soul mate oh well life moves on and besides who would want to love me like that anyway that would implay someone to love me and no one really does that past the love of a friend some people have dared to love me but they never seem to stick around its prob for the best tho