Well finally got the nerve to text him after three days and he lashed out at me and is making me cry and pushing me away so hard it feels like my heart will never be the same. I wish he wouldn't have came into my life if this was all he was gonna do. I hate his mother who is probably the one starting him away from me. Every man is an island. I now know the meaning behind that, but wish I didn't. Now I have to rebuild the shattered remains of my heart so not gonna be very active for awhile. Bye