Sometimes i get up and i feel like the world is falling on me
nothing goes my way, and everything seems agaist me
sometimes i just wish to disapear cause maybe someway things will be ok if i do

i sometimes wish people would be closer to me
so i would not feel alone
but sometimes i just want to push everyone away cause they keep praying on my torn heart, hurting me deeper, and filling me with scars

i am tired of being everyones consolation price
i want to be a priority
atleast once in this life