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The Mind of Little Red

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Screw It
I have finals during the next three days... and on the fourth day I might head back to my old high school.
Guess which one is the hardest part?
If you said high school, you're right.
It's not because of a seeing an old ex there or anything. It's because there are people there that do not like me for all the wrong reasons. But that's fine, I'm not there for them. I'm there for my friends. One, sweet friend in particular that needs my help more than ever.

That one friend
She has a lot of insecurity issues. She's texted me almost every time she needs me. I'm glad and quick to help, and that's why I'm going to visit the day after my last final. I just don't want anyone ruining my good time with her. She's a lot like I was personality wise and in a few of her personal parts of life also. I knew she is the most fragile, sweetest and misunderstood.

So to those that could ruin my day or don't want me there: SCREW IT!

I'm not there for them. They were never there for me. They proved that. They didn't even notice the new cuts on my arms or back or how difficult it was for me to keep up or anything. They just left me alone.
I walked alone, and I grew stronger.

But my friend can't do it alone. She may not be my best friend, but she's just as important. So come Thursday, I will definitely be there. Screw everyone who doesn't want me there. I'm doing my own thing. I'm playing my games, talking to my favorite people on and offline, and helping everyone who needs help. That's the whole reason I started "To Save Me" with Alex (Wattpad Friend)

The only thing I hope, for the better of those people not me, is that they have grown and not staggered as I have heard.

... Then again growing up is so mainstream. xD Well, hopefully, they're better people. It'll get them past their first semester in college. xD

Thanks for listening

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User Comments: [1]
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Mon Dec 09, 2013 @ 06:55am

Haha! I'll see if I can take a bus to go with you. It has been a while since I've been at our high school. If not, I'll be there in spirit.

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