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I am changing so much now.
For the past few days something strange has been happening to me.
I must be delusional.

I look at the trees and they call to me.
I feel a longing for a home i've never known.
I feel as though something is tugging at me drawing me in.
I feel so safe in nature and with the animals that surround me.
All of my soul is being drawn and pulled here. I can almost sense the energy that flows between all of us.
My understanding of true oneness is constantly growing and I still have so much to learn.
Meditation is becoming second nature, I can connect with what just lies beyond our perceptions on a basic level now. I can walk and interact and still enter the void.

I must be delusional...
I've always felt this connection but now more than ever it takes hold of me.
But then i think, i am just an average man..
just like the millions of others on this planet.
Why do i feel so differently.
Why is it that everything i look at is so strange. The way things work and the way we use things. Our mannerisms and materials that we create and acquire.
I must be crazy to think that I am so different,
I can't be.
All of this must be my insanity rearing its ugly head at me in new ways.
but my gut tells me otherwise, and its never steered me wrong and my intuition only grows stronger as i age.
I am so conflicted as how to take of all this.

I must be delusional, mad, narcissistic and out of my mind.

Or I am different from most.. and all these things I feel are real...

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