Well I've made a decision about my love life, if you can't prove to me that you'll take excellent care or at least try to take excellent care of my heart, you can't have it. I've gotten everyone's Christmas gifts finally, all I have to do now is wait for them to arrive, I ordered them online, but all but 1 are on their way here now including a free 5 dollar gift card. I think the money I get now I'm going to spend on my store, getting beads, wires, chains with clasps, charms and such that way I can make more new things. I need to start writing again as well, well writing more, and keep focusing on making money, traveling. I know its selfish of me to focus on myself like this but for so long I wasn't focusing on myself, my dreams, my life that I never really got the chance to figure out who I am and what I like, now don't think just because I'm focusing on myself means I don't want to help people out and be there for them, I do and will but I also need to figure out who I am, I need to achieve some of my goals and dreams, I need to make myself happy before I can make anyone else happy.