11/28/2013 5:09 PM

I never thought I could lose Her. I thought it was an impossibility after all we had been through together. I never expected any of my actions to cause Her to leave. I always thought we would work things out, like in the past; no matter how large or terrible the problem was, I thought we would fix anything together. I think back to my memories and they only support my thoughts; we were so strong together. We did whatever we wanted together. We defied everyone who stood against us, and we found love in a hopeless place. Now, everything seems hopeless again. Can I find love with Her in this hopeless place again? It seems like I have no control, and my time is always running out. Anxiety my only companion. Torn apart every day as I wake to reality. I do not have much, but I would give it all for one last chance.