So I'm just getting home from the doctor and it turns out that it was nothing too serious. Got a few pills to take for 2 weeks and that's it. Omg this pain in my stomach is terrible and people keep making me laugh making it hurt even worse.
Edit: So we threw a small party for Thanksgiving today, and my dad's side of the family finally came over. But omg I got to see my cousin whom I haven't spoken to in years. I don't know why but I get extremely nervous whenever I see her. I feel like I'm not cool enough yet so I can't see her the way I am now lol and I'm suppose to be a grown woman and I'm thinking like this. But she's like the coolest female I know, and when I was just a little girl I clung to her alot, she always babied me. I think I was blushing so hard when she talked to me today, I'm so embarrassed, I feel like I failed an important test today. ...Lol my cousin isn't like a drop dead gorgeous model or anything but I know she can be if she tried. She dresses like a thug with the baggy pants and all, she's lesbian, wears black all the time, and people often talk about her appearance and who she is, but she doesn't care and that's one thing I love most about her; she gets talked about but she doesn't care about what others think of her. And while some other people might not see her as "cool" she's the coolest person I know and I wouldn't want her to change for anything... I'm used to the street look on her and all, but that grill has to go lol
*I bet when I reread all of this^ later, I will be very confused...
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