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11/12/2013 1:36 PM

I guess it is just going to be one of those days. Everything I see and touch turn to memories. I had felt more confident recently, but it seems as if my memories will not soon forgive me. I tell myself to hold on as long as possible; stay strong. Things must get better in time, right? I just do not understand this. So tired of feeling selfish. I want to give, but no one to give to. I want to spend my days nurturing new love. A love that will bring only happiness and strength. Time for a new beginning. I cut off all of my hair. Hair that has been with me for over 5 years. Something I used to care about quite a bit. No more. A new man for a new beginning.