it's all for the best.

I need a new perspective.

because that's the second time in less than 12 hours that the rug has been pulled out from under me...


hot damn.

I was told to do the facebook events thing. Nope, that was taken care of already.

I was told to create a schedule for this week because I'm producer. Nope, there's too much other info, so that was done by someone else as well.

Both of which, when viewed from another angle, I don't have a whole lot of reason to be involved with in the first place.

I didn't know what information I was supposed to put on the facebook things, because nobody tells me anything.

I had 7 questions concerning the schedule before I sent it out to people. She answered all the ones pertaining to rehearsals (plus some extra information I was not aware of), because she's in charge. and should know that.

... which leaves me with not a lot to do.

I still have to line up the normal people to do stuff at the show, but for the most part, everything is done for me.

I don't have to worry about a theme or entertainment for the show.
The lineup is pretty much determined for me.

and yeah.

so in that sense, I should be really grateful. I need to be more so than I am right now, I'll tell you that much.

And there's also this sense of second-guessing myself now, like I talked about in the other entry.

Am I doing something wrong?
Why isn't anybody telling me anything?

Fun factoid for ya:
Roommate O and a few other random people got back from the 21+ place around 2 this morning. I heard them come in, they talked for about an hour, and I couldn't get back to sleep. By then I had got an email telling me what I had to work on for the schedule, and I was so wrapped up thinking about that, that I simply had to get up and work on it.

I worked on a schedule & plans for this week from 3 am to 5:30 am this morning.