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Well I still don't have much luck making new friends, but I'm ok with that. I don't need a hundred friends, all I need are those few really good ones. As far as relationships goes, no progress really, but I think it's partially my fault at this point.

Moving during my high school days separated me from the rest. When I finally moved back down to Miami, I obtained a job as a Park Ranger in the night shift. That destroyed any little friendship I had with anyone. I worked at night and slept during the day, plus the only day off I had was on a Wednesday. I spent 3 years of my life like that. No one to talk too, no one to be with, just in a solitary confinement.

Now I work a daytime job, but I just don't know how to talk to anyone. I don't know how to deal with anything. Do i just smile and nod as they speak to me or do i continue talking?

I'm not to good at making friends, because I don't know how to keep the fun and conversations consistent. Trying to find and keep a relationship is even more difficult because I can't trust or anything. Am I really that messed up? Hmm.