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My due date is my birthday which happens to be this Friday, the 18th, when I will surprise be 18 officially. I am hoping that I don't have to go any longer than that day to have Zane. It's weird that he's being born in my month possibly my exact birthday but I feel like I have no right anymore to ask for anything or even talk about it being my birthday. If he's born on my birthday then I will let that day be entirely for my son for the rest of my years. <3 But I wish I didn't feel this way about it. I do love my birthday as does everyone right? It's just me and I am so weird.