dealing with all that stuff all week
made me think of things
Of events in my past life
And no matter who I meet
How I feel about them.. I
I feel soo.. down atm Klas
Like nothing makes sense anymore
I saw my mom.. very beautiful. Like she was sleeping.
Me and my sister were the main ones who took care of the arrangements
For 6 whole days
I had to be strong.
I had to be by my sister and not falter because I know she'll break
I didnt cry much at the meetings and gathering for her
: But when when they opened her casket yesterday...
I stood before her...
Looked at her veil covered body and froze
Tears streaming from my eyes.
oohgod.. I broke
My sister.. she came up to me this time and held me up.
If she didnt.. I might have fallen
ll trouble ll
· Sun Oct 13, 2013 @ 12:24am · 0 Comments