Wow, so about a year has passed since I cut contact with Christina. I'm still listening to depressing stuff, still have to go to bed early sometimes, because I can't deal with whatever feelings are still left over.
As stated in my last entry, I wanted to deal with all that s**t, which I tried with a dating website. That was big dud! I'm too direct and ugly to attract girls, so I just paid for escorts.
The first escort was pretty hot and lacking a little bit in the boob area. Her face was alright though and her body was nice. My little guy hadn't felt anything like a mouth around him and overexitedly came without ever entering a V.
So a second escort had to do hold up. She had good good good body and alright face, plus she was the first black woman I did anything sexual with. In her opinion I have a "nice big d**k" and "white girls must like it" rofl Cannot confirm that at all...
I did try to pleasure her, but it then that it was confirmed again: I suck a sex.
The second escort's V was nice and I can finally say "Jerking off hurts my d**k". NoFap works (for me). Sadly, my hand still feels better than a V and because I'm such a big failuire in bed, I just decided to give up. That doesn't mean there won't be posts about that stuff, though wink
Other than that, the site is moving along quite nicely. We're hoping to have a public beta out, by the end of this month. It should be possible if we work hard on it.
Anyway... I'm falling asleep as I type this, so it's time to go. Maybe I'll update soon smile
· Thu Oct 10, 2013 @ 11:16pm · 0 Comments