I have this pounding headache that is TOTALLY to blame from my gdmn period nonsense. It is kind of over but not really. I can tell the difference. Anyhow, that's not my point here. My point is that I've had it up to here. I've been restless lately and it's pretty bad. Last night I had to go do chalk to calm down. It didn't really help all the way but it made things better. ********. I just, I'm so sick of the ******** damn repetition. Work, school, play. ******** IT ALL. ******** ******** ********.

Maybe I need a social life? I challenge myself on a daily basis so it can't be that. It could also just be my need for rain. If it doesn't come, I start getting pent up. When it doesn't come, I get strange like this. My self gets strained. ********. My head hurts. I can't focus on anything!