Gaia must be one of the most depressing places I have ever been. Everytime I come here everything is so negative and lonely. Such a bad spot to be if your in a good mood. It will kill your mood. And make you fall into depression. It's been a few months and I'm looking back. So very needy. So very childish. Very emotional. Very lonely. And very insecure. A perfect recipe for disaster. Full of nerdgins looking to try and fill that hole of emptiness. Come on, lets be honest. Nobody but nerds come here on Gaia. This IS a place for manga nerds. And the people who are extra cool and really happy only come here once every few months. Not a regular. I guess that's me now. Ain't nobody got time to be on Gaia all day errday. lmao. Too old anyways. And too many younglin's. Talking to 13/14/15/16 year old peoples will not get you anywhere. Just wasting your time. Those kids are still so young at that age. Geez.

Young, hormonal, and insecure kids. 95% of the ones who put "pictures" on their profiles are fake. And I'm such a boss now that I can figure out instantly if they're fake or not. I wish I knew how to do this back when I was young...Got too much time on my hands back then. And when you got that much time on your hands your okay with dealing with bullshit. But I guess the stalker skills too strong. Keep your profile private peeps. Because I will put you on blast if I'm bored. Well, guess that's all I want to say. Very dramatic and needy back then. Makes me look like such an emotional girl. I'm really embarrassed really. Too much of a noob. Oh well, you live and you learn.