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"My pain, my pride. These scars are mine."~ Otep Shamaya
Loving the Life of Loneliness
There used to be a time and place I knew to go
Where I could be with friends and protected from any foe.
Now there's just my self, the stranger in the mirror and me.
But maybe one day it won't always be, just maybe.

I have learned to not let the emptiness rise,
So far that not even I could weather the sea of lies.
And I will look past all of ones,
Who let me go just because I have stopped being their definition of "fun"

It's funny because you all wanted me to survive,
And now that I did its as if I was never truly alive.
If we can't let this go and give this existence the best shot,
Well maybe we should just lie back and rot.

Haven't we lost enough light?
How much more does it cost to realize none of it was worth this fight?
If I can face the Demons you can look through all the blinders to the true sight.

We have lost enough,
It's high time for some love, no matter just how rough-

You CAN be all that you want to see.
You WILL fly as long as you're willing to fall while you try.
You ARE worth every cent you might have to pay that Life will throw your way.

Alucarda Incarnate
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