have any of you experienced such incredible emptiness in your soul that it just slowly eats away at you like rotting flesh..

i feel like no matter who i come across, no matter how much my friends and my family adore me, there is just no satisfaction with going through this world without a person who fully molds to who you are.

people always tell me i need to find happiness within myself, but its so hard when my heart is completely desolate.

people depend on me for everything, but there isnt a single person in this world that i can depend on to share my love with, my feelings, the essence of my being...because no one f*cking cares...no one f*cking understands