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Darling, I feel like the God of the Universe is teasing me. Life has become very troublesome. More so than ever before~! Although, I understand that with a positive mind set, all things can easy up. Still, its very difficult to be positive. //DeepSigh// If I could simply just follow my own yellow brick road towards my success. << Wishes and Dreams.

Then again, if to succeed was that simple, it wouldn't be as rewarding or praised because it was such a simple task. A basic understanding that was temporary forgotten. Alright, so once again I've wished for something so silly. That's why I'm human, born to make mistakes... and correct them. Correct. Correct. Correct. Ah! So much work! //AnotherDeepSigh// This may be why I'm named to be childish, because I whine. Still, at least I'm mature enough to recognized and suppress it-- Sometimes its good to JUST let it all out....Or at least that's my 'childish' belief. Reason: Once it out there, not only dose it feel better, but stops circling in my mind. I accept it much more easily and sooner that way.
Am I the only one? I must be strange. Ah, well~ Its out there so better to just accept it. Although, don't tell me to accept it, for some strange reason that annoying.
Its silly, but true.

I pray that my health problems get better, and I have a financial miracle !

God is surely hearing my prayers, and wishes. Fore it saids that the best way to speak too Him is through our hearts. And may the world continued to named my Childish, but this is my belief. Please, God serious help me out. I'll do my part, and you watch and listen ! Don't forget the signal... 'Cause I'm looking for your sign. It can be a rainbow, smoke signal, a teacher/person that actually has a strain of kindness ~ anything <3

P.S.
I still remember the moon on my birthday. I know your there ~

Love you, Darling.