what I want/need in a man
lord where do I start? I guess I want someone who can or will ACTUALLY be patient with me! meaning when im scared, nervous, upset, excited, etc. and I get on there nerves they don't lose their temper on me like so many bfs before. I want someone who doesn't mind im always sick. my last two relationships just got fed up with me always in pain! I can't help I have celiac disease! theres no cure except a gluten free diet! anyway I also want someone who would take making love very slow with me! yrs ago I was nearly raped in my dorm! I was lucky my rm mate was there and my big bro happened to be visiting! I still have nightmares of what could've happened! I want to be held in their arms to feel safe of whom ever wud be my bf! I wish they would like some art or be abit artistic so I don't feel awkward about loving art and working on art projects all the time! it would be fun to lplay video games together like final fantasy, Zelda, monster hunter, dragon age, stuff like that! I know im rambling, but I just need to get this off my chest!
I also want someone who loves animals! I want to live on a horse ranch eventually! basically I want someone with the same personality as me or close to it1 I don't mind a few flaws, but I wont stand for them to be something that controls me like jealousy or guilt trips or even anger issues!
somehow tho I just kno ill never find the one! I accept that I may be single for the rest of my life because it ight be the best route in life!
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