So the other day, I went to my school to meet my teacher, who is AWESOME by the way. Anyways, I got to see all my friends that i missed so much over the summer because they lived so far away! My best guy friend, Zach, said something to me.
"I know, I would have hung out with you this summer but i didn't have my phone for a while, and you're not 16."
....WHAT?! Oh no he didn't! just because I'm a year younger than you, does not mean that I can't be your friend outside of school.
I get really depressed sometimes because of these things. I try really hard to make friends, and then they just don't be my friend back... I have lost so many relationships in my life. They need to be filled with more ones. I just can't take the pressure to be perfect. But like one of my favorite artists said, "Love is louder than the pressure to be perfect." I just need to keep the really good friends close.
I'm really scared to go back to these "friends" this year. I hope I have a guardian angel to keep me up and out of school depression. We all need a Guardian Angel. Imagine how many people would be so much happier. It could keep us from harm, and make sure that we always have someone to talk to.
Right now I'm just hoping that my first day of school won't be a kick of the reality that this is going to be a hard year. I just gotta be positive. Sometimes that can be a hard thing to do. Wish me LUCK!