to be honest, so much has been happening. and now it's the very last week right before school starts, which will be on the 27th of August for me.
my friends are rushing to do a bunch of crap before school starts, and with me being so tight with money and having strict parents, it is so difficult to do anything.
this summer was the only summer that i've gone out so much, walked to much, and I only sticked to one circle of friends (IRL)
people, i'll tell you their names since why not?
Lina - My scenequeen and sugamum. She always hangs with me, knowing that i'm nothing but a good-for-nothing chick. xD i'm poor, but she is always willing to hang with me even though she's sacrificed so many $$$'s for me. (I owe her a LOT LOLOL) but yeah. we're practically best friends, and i've hung out with her the most this summer, and we've gotten so close. I know her just as much as she knows me. What more can I ask for? (other than having to pay half of my paychecks to her when I get a job...)
Chris - My best guy friend, and a used-to-be scene feg. huehue. this guy is practically my guy friend along with another. i can brag about this guy so much. he's been through so much, and he's made it to this right now and he lives solely for his friends and music. he's such a great guy and an inspiration for that. besides many, many other things. LOLOL We've never hung out so much like this and it all started at Warped tour when he waited for me for about an hour at the front gates! and just to let you know, he's got this bromance things going on with the next guy i'm about to talk about. oh, this guy also goes to my church, but not anymore. he's got a chill lil' sister that he's protective of, and whom I think is always adorable! ^__^
Sean - the guy that is bromancing with chris. LOL This guy is my second best guy friend. I used to have a crush on him, but he had a gf, got over him, blehbleh. it's all cool now. xD Him and Chris met at Warped, and those two have been best friends ever since. i only got thanked once. not enough appreciation. HAHAAHAH But anywayzz. he's also a really cool guy! He's on a worship team at his church, and he plays the guitar (and drums i think, not sure) and he's amazing with the solo's. Me and him jam out occasionally whenever we meet up and have the chance to. we were thinking of starting the band, but I have no idea what happened to that atm LOL
So yeah, these are my post-hardcore f*ckbuddies. Jk, but yeah. I love them. And these guys mean the world to me. If anyone did anything to them, then I'd practically die with depression.
ALSO THE SADDEST PART IS, IT WAS JUST THE TRIO CONSISTING OF ME, CHRIS, AND SEAN. ME AND LINA CHILL WHENEVER CUZ SHE'S LIKE RIGHT NEXT TO ME AND SEAN + CHRIS + ME LIVE SO FART APART. LIKE ONES DIRECTLY IN THE EAST, AND SOMEONE IS DIRECTLY IN THE NORTH I THINK AND I'M IN THE SOUTHWEST BUT ME AND SEAN ARE SOMEWHAT CLOSER LIKE WHY DOES FATE DO THAT TO US HALP
k rant for the evening done. LMFAO
but yeah! Now you know what's going on! (x
I used to use this from lyrics and stupid things, but now all I know is that i can use it for my frustrations, since I can't really trust anyone. Why not just pull up a chair and sit on it? I don't mind people reading my life. Go for it.