I ******** up. Elle's mad at me and she's right because I was a stupid a*****e and lost my cool. I didn't mean to disappear like that, it just happened. On top of that, I got a nasty shiner as well.

I don't know why I swung out like that...
I just. I felt sick when I saw him.
I wanted to start shaking and crying when I saw him.
Something about seeing him got into my head and....

Seriously, ******** him. If I catch him around here again, I'll break his ******** NOSE. I'LL MAKE HIM REGRET EVERY

s**t, what the hell is wrong with me?