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Some stuff I buy is here. My randosig is temporarily in my about me section of my profile. Please check that out to see some random pets not in my journal. Or, visit my pet page!
RIP Grandpa
today, 7/31/13, my grandfather passed away. i'm just making this note in case i'm not here a lot. If I win any pets or owe anyone rp tags, I can only pray you'll be willing to extend me an olive branch for at least through monday.

The viewing is sunday, funeral is monday. Tomorrow morning, a lot of family are going to breakfast together.

I am finding that when I'm with everyone; I can't really deal with my feelings. I'm a highly empathetic person. so when i'm with so many people who are mourning in such a high intensity and a great deal more than I am (my mom, her sisters, and my grandma), I find my emotions completely overrun with feeling what they feel. In fact, while we have been going through hospice for this several weeks, I only go over there every few days because I just cannot handle being there all the time. I can quickly be overwhelmed with everyone's worry and all that.

I was kind of relieved to come home tonight where i could just sit and stew in private. So this isn't sudden. I did have my chance to tell him I loved him and to say goodbye. In fact, me and my brother got there within 20 minutes of his passing.

Now for anyone who i owe rp tags to: i probably will pop in at least once a day to make some tags. Please keep replying to mt stuff. It will be a pleasant distraction from all the depressing sadness that i'll be surrounded with when i'm come home from being with family.

Tonight when i was over there with my family; part of me wished I could be here on gaia. Some of you guys are closer friends to me than real life friends.

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