:l im not really feeling very happy at the moment.. which may seem weird because i usually am very happy.. but you see i just feel as if i have no one.. it is so hard for me to make friends. why must i be so overpowering and annoying and loud and obnoxious. im sorry if i annoyed any one of you.. i have always been bullied my whole life and picked one and then when i would come home my brother would beat me.. till i had fat bruises.. i just wish life was easier.. why.. :c cry