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I filled out my resignation form today at work, but a coworker took it because she did not want me to leave, which I find strange because she always says that she wants to quit. Oh, I can resign on any day and at any time. The form eventually circulated to my manager since I do not have a supervisor. I told him that my body and mind cannot take much more abuse from others. He told me to stay as well as other things I know all too well, such as turning a blind eye to things and not helping as much. I am Matthew Glenn. Tell the sun to not shine. Good luck with the results.
Someone told me that my old supervisor wanted to speak to me in another building, so I had to take a long walk to see her. She was eating lunch in her office and told me things that I already know, but she offered to talk to my manager and his manager and even someone higher because someone of my "caliber" should not resign over something so trite. Trite? I have to use my bloody inhaler to get through the day, when people leave for sick reasons when they were talking and laughing all day. Whatever.
I do not care that supervisors and others above my pay grade listen to me, and that my group gets the best results, and that the manager recommended me to his supervisor and the new highest-level individual for a higher position. I am a human, and I can only take so much.
It also does not help that I keep falling asleep at the wheel. I was better at staying awake the last few months, but not recently. Granola bars and God get me home. Perhaps I might soon be lucky enough to get a good long rest. *sighs* Sometimes, I think I survived my car accident because I need to suffer more.
This song went along with a fourth Gaia profile video that I made quite some time ago, but I retracted it from YouTube almost immediately after uploading it. Please, trust me when I say that the world is better without that garbage.
"A Little's Enough" by Angels and Airwaves
"When all is said and done Will we still feel pain inside? Will the scars go away with night? Try to smile for the morning light
It's like the best dream to have Where everything is not so bad Every tear is so alone Like God himself is coming home to say
I, I can do anything If you want me here And I can fix anything If you'll let me near
Where are those secrets now? That you're too scared to tell I whisper them all aloud So you can hear yourself
Green trees were the first sign The deepest blue, the clearest sky The silence came with brightest eyes Like turning water into wine
The children ran to see Their parents stood in disbelief And those who knew braced for the ride The earth itself, it came alive to say
I, I can do anything If you want me here And I can fix anything If you'll let me near
Where are those secrets now? That your too scared to tell I whisper them all aloud So you can hear yourself
Sorry, I have to say it but you look like you're sad Your smile is gone, I noticed it bad The cure is if you let in just a little more love I promise you this, a little's enough
I'm sorry, I have to say it but you look like you're sad Your smile is gone, I noticed it bad The cure is if you let in just a little more love I promise you this, a little's enough
I'm sorry I have to say it but you look like you're sad Your smile is gone, I noticed it bad The cure is if you let in just a little more love I promise you this, a little's enough
I'm sorry I have to say it but you look like you're sad Your smile is gone, I noticed it bad The cure is if you let in just a little more love I promise you this, a little's enough
I'm sorry, I have to say it but you look like you're sad (Just a little) Your smile is gone, I've noticed it bad (Just a little) The cure is if you let in just a little more love (Just a little) And I promise you this, a little's enough
I'm sorry, I have to say it but you look like you're sad (Just a little) Your smile is gone, I've noticed it bad (Just a little) The cure is if you let in just a little more love (Just a little) And I promise you this, a little's enough"
KeilovesMizuho · Sat Jul 20, 2013 @ 04:02am · 0 Comments |
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