out of everyone i missed you. i couldnt stop thinking about you. does that even mean anyhting to you. do you even care. is it true am i just wasting my time. should i have run. how much can i bottle up in this world. is it true it could have been different. is it true that you could stop all of this. but wouldnt that mean it would be backwards. why do you keep intervering. why cant you leave things tehy way they are. why cnat you let me do this on my own. so what if he cant give an answer whos right does it give you to step in. it is hard but it dont mean i cnat do it.i am sure i can. it will just take my time and my way. not your way. but i went with your way. because it was teh fastest. because i am the reason why. i can only make things worse.