I don't know why but today... well it just brougth tears to my eyes.

I guess its the first friday i spend alone...and i never thought it was so hard, to miss someone, and find yourself crying when you dont understand why sad

well i did the rest of my things.... atleast i am happy about that ....

also i went shopping ...and that kind of got my head out of things for a little bit.

In the meantime i just well tried to make time pass by quickly, yet not quickly enought

i feel like such a fool