If Only...

If only they knew the pain
If only it was apparent.
If only life gave way
If only it was simple.
If only I could have what i wanted

All things would be different if only they went the way i wanted. Will they go my way,no, for it is life. Life has no ifs it is or isn't. That is all you will get. Why cant my mind make its decision. All things so complicated.

If only it was easy
If only I all i had to was ask one thing.
If only......