I sit here at 4 am, alone in a dark room, staring at a bright screen. The clock slowly ticks, warning me of the impending sun light that will surely come in a few hours .(Well, my clock is digital, but my brain inserts the ticking, so SHHH!) I tuck my curled bangs behind my ear, again. My laptop quickly roars in my lap. At such a silent time, I can't help but wish that one day someone will see me or read something I wrote and say "Hey. That girl is a very stellar person. I'd like to get to know her." That would be such a nice thing to hear. No one has ever really wanted to get to know me, usually it's other people who wait for me to come to them. It would be even better if someone thought "Wow. She is a very opinionated, smart, funny, interesting girl. For some reason, I NEED to get to know her, or just talk to her." It's highly improbable that someone would think that, though. I am all of those things, but no one would think that about me. In reality everyone is all "Okay, that was nice. So, did someone post in my role play? I'm kind of hungry." There simply wouldn't be much thought given to me.
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